Talk is Cheap

"Compared to my other exes you were my epic unforgettable love"
"I still remember your number because it was the first girl's I ever learned. I will NEVER forget it."

Years later after our chapter has ended
You opened this up and then pretended
To feel more than you do
To pretend there is something more between me and you
Why couldn't you stay gone
I thought I had moved on
But your kiss opened up old wounds
And you knew exactly how to make me swoon, over you
You built me up
Then tore me down
You filled my mind
Confused my heart
Simply to get ahold of my body again?
Shame on you
I will cry few tears
Because over the years
I've built up so many scars
A few more scratches will do little harm...


I'm so disappointed in you. You were the good one, the one that never hurt me. We broke it off due to circumstance and here I thought this was our second chance. But the good boy, became a bad man. I miss 14 year old you I loved him so deeply... You were my Epic Love story, my Romeo, why did you have to go and Benedict Arnold it....

Different Man Same Result

Torrid Affair
Ending in despair
Lonely Blog
Let me log, onto you
And tell you all I've been through
A man walked back into my life
In but a single stride
Waves of lust
Misused trust
Sex sells and talk is cheap
I took a chance a made a leap
But my body was his only desire
With in me he lit a burning fire
He revived my deaden heart
Only to rip it apart
Caught in my delusions
All the emotions were simply illusions
To strip me of my walls
Or maybe simply my clothes
Why did I expect a different result
But to men I'm simply a body
A little too pudgy but not to shoddy
Big boobs tight ass
This is what I'm seen as
I'm not an ugly duckling
But all I'm good for is some fucking....

 

I must be doing something wrong to get mistreated every time.